im at home, due to waking up at 7am.
hahahas.. so darn funny.
mummy volunteered to ask me to go back to sleep.
second time in my life... laughoutlouds ~
but still. im going out later.
to get my mc and out to get shoes for work tml.
maybe alone. i dont know.
life just kinda sucks.
well. he didnt meet me up yesterday even though promised.
but. haiis. somehow he's finding ways not to see me.
i may be irritating. but all i want is to talk things out.
i dont believe there's no way for patching..
and the stubborn and determined me..
will be out in the afternoon to get mc.
and by evening, i'll meet him up at his place uninvited.
i may be really irritating.. but..
if i let him know before hand, we'd never meet.
i'd rather he find me irritating than to lose this chance..
he's just so important to me.
maybe.. maybe i should just forget it.
maybe i should just turn my head and never look back..
maybe i should just get a bf and wash him out of my head.
i dont know what and why am i saying all these..
i know im contradicting whatever i've said previously.
but i really cant take it anymore.
the times when i think of his sweet little nothings.
and compare with his harshness towards me..
im really really heartbroken.
i really love him for who he is.
i've never stopped loving him bcos he's harsh to me.
and i will never stop loving him bcos he treats me differently.
i may get real upset and angry.
but no matter how upset, how angry i get...
i will still love him and want him by my side.
but sadly.. all these gotta end.
im really really hoping God would bless me with him again.
and i promise everyone that i'd make the best out of this.
and on top of that, i'd study harder as well.
i'll make everything perfect, everyone happy.
i really really hope he'd return to me...
well. let's put that aside for a moment or two.
i dont know how my life will be after i start work.
and im afraid of the nights i'll be going home alone.
im really hoping he'd return and send me home after work.
haiis. well. tomorrow's my first day at work.
gotta be there early as i havent get my uniform.
and i hope i wont do lobby for long... *crossfingers*
and oh yarhs. have been looking for a good tuition teacher.
but she charges damn expensive.
8 lessons a month, 1.5 hours per lesson for $380.
haiis. my family cant afford this for long..
and maybe i'd just forgo this great opportunity.
but i really hope my math can strengthen up. haiis~
well well. i think im gonna end here.. as..
im going to practice my math.
i really need the help. the practices..
and hope my practices would help me.
well. gonna end this entry with a song i loved for long..
and just got it cos i just know the title. hahas..
enjoy friends. take care ~
true by ryan cabrera ~
i wont talk i wont breathe
i wont move till you finally see
that you belong with me
you might think i dont look
but deep inside
in the corner of my mind
im attached to you
im weak
its true
cos im afraid to know the answers
do you want me too
cos my heart keeps falling faster
ive waited all my life
to cross this line
to the only thing thats true
so i will not hide
its time to try
anything to be with you
all my life ive waited
this is true
you dont know what you do
everytime you walk into the room
im afraid to move
im weak
its true
im just scared to know the ending
do you see me too
do you even know you met me
ive waited all my life
to cross this line
to the only thing thats true
so i will not hide
its time to try
anything to be with you
all my life ive waited
this is true
i know when i go
i'll be on my way to you
the way thats true
ive waited all my life
to cross this line
to the only thing thats true
so i will not hide
its time to try
anything to be with you
all my life ive waited
this is true...
ended.
bye guys ~
posted by babies- @ 1:33:00 AM
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